what else, you may ask?

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Oh, The City

Surprise!

I just got back from my favorite place on earth (NYC!!) & I'm still over the moon. I had the best time with my family and made a few friends along the way.

We stayed for six days, covering everything from the suburbs in Jersey to the Upper East Side. I am feeling more like a New Yorker everyday!

I would love, love, love it if y'all checked out my pictures by clicking here. It is my online photo journal of the trip!

lots of love!

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grace

Friday, March 20, 2015

Monday, March 2, 2015

No Time Like The Now

I want to do such big things in this world that my heart literally hurts.

I want to change people. Change the way people look at eachother. At the world. At life as a whole. At themselves. At their goals.

My heart is literally on fire to change this world somehow -- even just a little bit.

Let me let you in on a secret. I have no earthly idea how I'm going to do this. Not a clue. And honestly, at this point, I don't have a plan.

And I'm scared. And I'm confused. But I've never been so excited.

There literally is no time like the now.

So here is to taking every single day and making it something that counts. Lukewarm is no good. There will be no blah days.

Y'all -- we are not getting younger. There literally is no time like the now.

/// "You may not always have a comfortable life and you will not always be able to solve all of the world’s problems at once but don't ever underestimate the importance you can have because history has shown us that courage can be contagious and hope can take on a life of its own." Michelle Obama

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Grace


Monday, February 16, 2015

Proverbs IV

It's back!!

Listen, my sons, to a father’s instruction;
    pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
    so do not forsake my teaching.
3 For I too was a son to my father,
    still tender, and cherished by my mother.
4 Then he taught me, and he said to me,
    “Take hold of my words with all your heart;
    keep my commands, and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
    do not forget my words or turn away from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
    love her, and she will watch over you.
7 The beginning of wisdom is this: Get[a] wisdom.
    Though it cost all you have,[b] get understanding.
8 Cherish her, and she will exalt you;
    embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will give you a garland to grace your head
    and present you with a glorious crown.”
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
    and the years of your life will be many.
11 I instruct you in the way of wisdom
    and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
    when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
    guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
    or walk in the way of evildoers.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
    turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot rest until they do evil;
    they are robbed of sleep till they make someone stumble.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
    and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the morning sun,
    shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
    they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
    turn your ear to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
    keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
    and health to one’s whole body.
23 Above all else, guard your heart,
    for everything you do flows from it.
24 Keep your mouth free of perversity;
    keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead;
    fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Give careful thought to the[c] paths for your feet
    and be steadfast in all your ways.
27 Do not turn to the right or the left;
    keep your foot from evil.


If you remember, Proverbs discusses wisdom a lot. By the time we reach the eighth verse, the word 'wisdom' is mentioned four times. 

Verse five is something to live by -- "get wisdom, get understanding; do not forget my words or turn away from them." We are told again to "get wisdom" a few verses later. Clearly, that is a major message in this passage. 

Whenever I study the word, I always take notes in my Bible. That way, whenever I go to look over something again or just flip open to it, I see what I was thinking when I first read the passage. 

Next to verse 10, I wrote "God is so so wise." Just that phrase kind of struck me. It sends me into this place where all I can do is just be in complete awe. Like the fact that our God is smarter than any scholar, any scientist, anybody. The fact that the most brilliant in this entire universe knows me, know my name, listens to me, and is indeed routing for you and me is the most wonderful thing in the world. Nobody could do or say anything to even come close to amounting to his knowledge and love for us. If that isn't empowering, I'm not too sure what is. 

Verse 23, yet another to add to the list of verses to live by. ((maybe I should just make a page for verses to live by??)) "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it." This statement has so much power behind it. We are instructed to guard our heart, to keep it safe because it is the center. Everything we do comes or should come from out heart.  

The next few verses tell us to keep our eyes ahead, to be careful of our paths, and to not turn from evil.

Safe to say Proverbs holds a special place in my heart.

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Grace

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Oh Lauureeen





Had oh so much fun shooting my dearest friend, Lauren's home yesterday! She sure does know how to decorate and literally has the best taste. Like THE best. Like she has picked out half the things in my closet. Plus her sense of style is like one of the million things she has going for her. Want to be her friend yet? Join the club.

All smiles on this long weekend. Could not be more thankful for this much needed break!!

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Grace


Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Game Plan

Please.

Please don't hate me.

Because I love you. Lots. And lots.

Man has it been a while!! (cue the endless apologies about my absence) But how are y'all??!

It has been an interesting few weeks for me, that is for sure. I've been lost in my thoughts quite a bit, that I can tell you.

I think I had one of those God moments today when I was playing tennis that somehow popped back into my mind while I was doing homework (which led me here, because I literally have the attention span of a gnat these day).

I subconsciously thought about the lack of Jesus in my life lately. Not that he isn't present, because I have no doubt that he is. But I have failed to reach out and connect.

Last summer, I knew that this year was going to be a challenge. Everyone around me, the people I respected, told me it would be. So I spent those three months really looking into what I wanted to do during this new journey and who I wanted to be. I prayed and prayed over what was to come. and let me tell you, that was some of the best times of my life. I was so close to God and it was incredible.

Now, six-seven months later, here I am.

A couple of years ago when I attended one of my favorite conferences, lots of the talk was about a game plan. In the times when you are close to God, in the moments where your faith is stronger than words, you need to set a plan. Lay out what you want to do so when the time comes where you are less motivated, you have that list to look at.  So here is my game plan to kick-start this week (and this weekend, since I have 2 days off:))

I need morning quiet time. Preferably outside. I know that God is always present, but he is really present outside with everything he created. Time with 0 electronics. No music, TV, phone, computer- nothing. Just me, my journal, and The Word. This needs to happen. No question. Maybe getting up 20 minutes earlier and sitting outside alone for breakfast. Not only should I be reading the Word, but pray over it. Pray over the day to come, the week to come, the life to come. I need to separate myself from all other worldly worries. This is a must. 

I need little reminders. Little verses posted in little places, written on the inside of my wrist. Little things that I can look at and take a second to set things in perspective. To remember the ultimate goal, not just what needs to happen in the next ten minutes.

So maybe I've bored you, but it felt pretty good to get that out. To openly commit to that. So tomorrow morning will be the kick off, anybody care to join me? Time to get back at it.

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Grace

Friday, January 23, 2015

Security or Adventure? Take Your Pick.

Wow.

Just wow.

Pang to the chest. Actually, I take that back. Metaphorical dagger to my chest.

At the end of 2014, I got one of those 365 journals that has a question everyday and you answer them for 5 years.

Yesterday -- the question was this. "Are you seeking security or adventure?" And you know what? If I'm being honest with myself, the answer is both. And that bothers me. A lot. Okay, way too much.

I know I need to push myself. Yeah, yeah a lot of people will say "You're so young! You have plenty of time to figure it out!" Which is true -- but not the point.

The point is I am one of those people who must push themselves. If I let myself get too comfortable, I will slip into a routine that is not right for me. ((side note: this is not how everyone else is -- many people can relax and still be productive. and man oh man, do I admire that. thats just not me))

So needless to say, I have gotten way too comfortable. I've been hiding in the shadows, worried about what other people things. And let me tell you -- it is terrible. It is a terrible way to be. I even admitted today when I was on a walk with a dear friend that I have changed into a person that I don't like in that aspect of life. There are many other things that have been progressing in my life, parts of me that are getting better because I am working to make them better. However, lately I have been subconsciously getting comfortable.

So, with this in mind, I am heading forward and working to change this. I want to be back to seeking adventure and get back to that independent state of mind.

I am choosing adventure.

Adventure.

Ad-ven-ture!!

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Grace